Chapter 4: Choosing Freedom Over Love
Julian leaned over me, his shadow falling across my face.
In the moonlight, his expression was unreadable, his cold eyes searching mine for something I couldn’t name.
“Emmeline, when did you wake up?”
My heart stuttered in my chest.
Knowing there was no point pretending anymore, I opened my eyes and reached up, wrapping my arms around his neck.
I nuzzled against him, my voice still thick with sleep. “Julian, did your family find you?”
“Mm.” He stroked my hair, his voice distant. “Did you see them?”
“I did. They asked when you were coming home.”
I pressed myself into his arms, eyes closed, my words muffled by exhaustion. “Where’s your home? Do your parents know about us? Will you still want me when you go back?”
My questions tumbled out, half-slurred, as if I was too tired to care about the answers.
Julian’s body relaxed just a little.
He laughed softly, still running his fingers through my hair. “My home’s in Boston. I’ll write to them tomorrow. Don’t worry, Emmeline. You’re my wife. I’ll love you for the rest of my life.”
“Mm-hmm, good man.”
I curled closer to his chest, soaking up his warmth.
But I could feel his breathing quicken, heat radiating off him.
Sensing where this was going, I tried to roll away, but Julian only held me tighter.
He leaned in, his breath hot against my ear.
“Are you really that tired? Can’t we stay up just a little longer?”
I clenched my fists under the covers, cursing him silently. Damn it, Julian!
It was like he had an endless reserve of energy.
I shook my head, but Julian just pulled me closer, his kisses trailing over my skin until I finally gave up.
…
“Emmeline, you’re incredible.”
Afterward, Julian held me close, looking thoroughly satisfied.
I gritted my teeth, muttering curses in my head.
All I wanted was freedom. If it came down to love or my own independence, I’d pick freedom every single time—even if it meant losing everything else.
Julian might love me now, but what about later?
He wasn’t just the Duke of Halewell—he was the leading man in this world, the one destined for the heroine.
He wanted me for now, but who’s to say he wouldn’t fall for Charlotte Evans once we were back in Boston?
Could I really risk everything on a maybe? Why should I gamble my freedom for something so uncertain?
I closed my eyes, steeling myself. Time to get out, before it’s too late.










